We went to bed that night
And dreamed of better things
A god, a devil, and me
And how you lost your wings
I always wondered when you stopped loving me
But I can’t see clearly

But I know that you know that I know that you don’t really care
Let’s talk about your hair and how it’s grown
And how we know that we’re not getting anywhere
Nothing is what it seems
Tell me about the man in your dreams
And was it me?

(Source: und-rstanding)

Being As An Ocean - L’exquisite Douleur

Well I can’t get too close without wanting all of you
So I’ll settle right into this back seat
But to be honest, I’m not sure if I can take the solitude
It’s been a long time running
Since I sighted my first love
And this mountainside’s only getting steeper
My breath’s burning in my lungs
I wonder when I’m gonna catch a break 
or at least be able to breathe easier
This drive is telling me to be all that I can’t for her
You’re not holding up your end of the bargain,
but I’ll continue to hold up mine
'Cause I've always been a betting man
And I’m dying for you to prove me right
I see the potential you have inside
Maybe that’s why I’ve continued to fight
You just can’t see all that you are to me 
So I’ll just have to learn to be alright
Without you by my side
My bed seems so much colder at night
This chill doesn’t seem to be going away
So I’ll acquire a taste for its bite

Give these dry lips words to speak
A wandering soul, hopeful for living springs
Searching tirelessly for a well, blue and deep
From which to pull up strength, something cool to drink
There are deserts hidden deep inside you and me
Come now, sit for a while and breathe
You don’t have to say a thing
Darling, your silence says everything

You’re not holding up your end of the bargain,
but I’ll continue to hold up mine
'Cause I've always been a betting man
And I’m just dying for you to prove me right

I just want to know your story
Learning, so I may love you complete
'Cause if we dig deep enough
There are wells hidden deep inside of you and me

You’re not holding up your end of the bargain,
but I’ll continue to hold up mine
'Cause I've always been a betting man
And I’m just dying for you to prove me right.

(Source: krumynachos, via baesment)

(Source: popn, via misbeliever)

(Source: nic0tine-kisses, via dykecicle)

"For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered. But for those of us who can’t readily accept the God formula, the big answers don’t remain stone-written. We adjust to new conditions and discoveries. We are pliable. Love need not be a command nor faith a dictum. I am my own god. We are here to unlearn the teachings of the church, state, and our educational system. We are here to drink beer. We are here to kill war. We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us."
Charles Bukowski (via feellng)

(Source: feellng)

Themed by: Hunson